ciao bella!

delimma

i need fast fun facts bout Italy. pronto!

i am suppose to be going to London tomorrow to meet up with the girls and then fly off to italy on the 26th for the supposedly adventurous trip with my sidekicks.

but i am suppose to have read and finish studying before going, which i haven't.

so

i need fast fun facts bout Italy. pronto!

fyi..

turns out, my best girlfriends dont use short forms..

the other day, milo didnt know BFF stands for what
and today, yaz asked me what is ROTFL

:) you sure can count on this type of buddies to make you smile even on gloomiest days

ps- 4 days left and im only 30% done with revision. and im coming down with the flu, and a mild fever. but its ok, the tough gets going, remember?

pps- watched twilight. vampires are HOT. period.

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ow, wait.. ke i yg too geeky to understand what it means?
(O_o)

note to self

when the going gets tough,
the tough gets going.

hang in there, supergirl.

quickie

yes i do, indeed :)

i had a kickass visit to london last weekend and i love the atsmosphere (but NOT the dirty air mind you) especially this near Xmas time. also, I finally indulge in my cravings for Malaysian food, thanks to Malaysian Hall and Ash (the bf's sister). Not to mention halal Nando's and Subway by our doorstep. We did some sovenir shopping for Zul to take back home for the family. And a night out visiting the touristy stuff, braving the drizzly rain and take shelter under the bridge. :) it was so beautiful with the lights, christmas markets, the humongous eye on London, the Big Ben and parliament. The pictures i took wouldnt do justice to it so folks, go for yourself, its very romantic and well worth it :)


I came back to Notts almost a 100pounds poorer, a big wide smile for the rest of the week, a bouquet,and untarnishedable mood (at least until hodiday begun)
Becauseee, now that holiday has begun, and many people either went back home alrady, or, has started their winter vacation, theres only me left. Zul is back home *sobs*. Alifa and Fiqry will start their vacation today, to Oxford and Cambridge and London and Jannah is at Pisa.

As for me, im gonna stay here in lovely Nottingham sampai the 24th, then off to Italy until (almost) the end of the break! :D. the bad news however is that i will have a big fat 6papers as soon as the holidays over and i have no choice but to bust my ass off and work HARD this few weeks.

rough calculation shows i have round plus minus 110 chapter to read and memorise.. (welcome to med school laila) hehee pls pray i x pecah kepala.

So yeah, no updates for a very, very long time i think. As for now, toodles, enjoy you holidays.

ps- Salam Aidiladha to all Muslims and Merry Xmas to all Christians.

xoxoox

feelings

helplessness
remember the first time you tried putting contact lenses on? the time where self consciousness tells you that you look better without glasses. or you started to realise how restricting having a specs on are. your vision is limited to the size of the glasses, the frames starts to feel so suffocating. with this in mind, did you remember how you tried and tried to put the damn lenses in but your eyes kept blinking and you keep having to rinse the lenses, 'fraid you might have contaminate it with ur dead skin cells form your forefingers. and this goes on over and over and over again.. remember?

******

until, this one time you did actually made it to put the lenses in, and you can see clearly, so very clearly and you smiled.

have i told you

-that it snowed a few days back?
i woke up to Jannah's scream telling me to look out the window. And god, it was beautiful :) i had a big smile pasted on my face (almost) for the rest of the day. i was so jakun, after subuh i terus went down to snap some pictures and to just, well, touch the snow :D hehe.

-that snow is a bit overrated actually?
ok. so it is beautiful and magical (when you see snowflakes raining down on you) but, the cold plus the puddle it creates when it melts is a bit messy. it gets your socks wet too sometimes. (which reminds me i ought to get a good pair of boots before winter comes)

-that my first term as a medical student is almost over?
yes. unbelieveable kan? time sure flies. soon, its winter break already, holidays, then the dreaded exams.

-that the British is so big on taking care of the environment and recycling and things like tht?
you even have to bring your own plstic bags (actually, scratch that) paper bags, to supermarkets to put your groceries in.

-that shops in the UK close so early its starting to bother me now

-that i kinda think Barry Stinson from How I Met Your Mother is le-gen (wait for it, wait for it..) DARY!

-that nerds, British accent and iPhone 3g, among other things, are sexayh~?
:D-that im so hungry right now i cud eat a cow. or myself! :D

out!

sometimes u get what u wished for, and a little more :)

like a birthday card from a flatmate u rarely talk to 'cept for those occasional 'hey-ya-ya-alryte?'

or a box of that groovy lamp uve always wanted.

and prolly a surprise trip to the ice rink

add to that a perfect romantic chocolate cheese cake with chocolate shaped in roses topping.

a hearty good dinner with your favourite ppl at a turkish restaurant

and just having the apple of your eye around for the next couple of days, which was excatly what i wished for.

:)

my birthday was so full of surprises i cant thank each and everyone of you enough (including the minah salleh tht accidently pushed me at the ice rink and officially give me my 1st fall on ice rink, humph :p) for making it sangat memorable. :)

and now laila, its time to act 19!

its tomorrow!

i was a bit blue few days back. really, its just a petty thing but its that time of the month, you know.. plus the realisation that im a bit behind in class and my tired body wont co-operate to do stay ups and revisions... sigh.

but, yesterday..

'don't be too bothered bout it, you've got me. and i've got you' - him, early morning phone call.

and it kinda made my day :)


and,tomorrow...

tomorrow will be better hopefully.

i must make my day!

fall season..

this it what that does to you

i cant even begin to describe how hectic it was. medics had the friday off so me n the flatmates plus one decided to go sightseeing in warwick and stop by at cadbury world which is in bournville, birmingham, on the way back. we came back straight after birm and arrived back in notts late evening. packed up my stuff n slept over at zayen to meet caca and so its nearer to go to sports centre the folowing day. which brings me to the next phase of the hecticness, the Nottingham Malaysian Games. i was one of the head officials for netball. it was raining tht day and i stayed outside from 7am to 3pm without sitting for even a while, roughly speaking. then, i had some guests over tht night. (sorry guys for poor hospitality). at least i gotta cook proper meal for yaz and tumi, well i guess we can call it tht, proper meal, since we havent really eat btul2 since the day before. tho it cant beat what the warwick friend cooked for us, it filled us up for the evening. i then sent my guests back at the rail station just now n here i am, blogging bout it.

u follow me? no? the point issss, im so penat, badan dah macam sayur! heheh


still, i know im going to bed tonight with that warm n fuzzy feeling in my heart, having met all best friends (and boyfriend) and get to talk to all after quite a while xjumpe. alep, wan, ali pon ada. to the guy friends, sorry xsempat catch up i gila occupied tht day. n to my girls, i had fun with u all, endless juicy gossips and girl talks and all. my only regret is tht we didnt have the chance to take pictures together. me yaz milo caca zayen.. shoot thts almost cukup korum ok ppl? what laaa...next time, ok? insyaallah :D

hey, come back, i miss ur spaghetti :(

zul was here in notts over the weekends. we didnt do much really, jalan2, shopped for groceries, laze around and chat, watched hoodwinked (best gila), drillbit taylor (predictable) and guess what? he cooked for us!

gila terror ok, hands down hes a better cook than i am.

there were 7 of us, 4 tuan rumah and 3 guests, zul included. He cooked 2 western dish for us. chicken chop, and spaghetti. it was almost 3 oclock, sume dah lapar gila, xmakan dari pagi.. hehe

I : Hey (eats the chicken chop) sedap la (then spaghetti) u masak
Zul : naah.. korg jugak tolong
I : its ur recipes tho, (drinks, munch on doritos) serious~
Fatin : A'ah la Zul. Selain chicken chop and spaghetti u terrer masak apa lagi?
Zul : I cant cook malay dish sgt.. western bole la skit2
Fiqry : Ye lah org london
Zul : (sheepishly) hehe xla.. malay dish leceh seriously.
I: (spaghetti again) so, what else besides these? (nyum3)
Zul: welll.... i can cook this... uhm... apa nama die eh...
I: pizza?
Someone I Cant Really Remember Who: Fish n chips?
Zul: bukan2 die macam cake, ada lapis2.. hmmm
I: huh? cake? lapis? cake lapis lapis?
Zul: yeahhh.. yg cheese n meat then lapis lapis lapis then bake
Ramai2: ohhhh
I: (stops eating, stares at him jaw dropped) U CAN COOK LAGSANA?
Zul: Haaaa Lagsana! yup thts it!
I: waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa im SO gonna marry you!

Fiqry and the rest : HAHAHAHHAHAH

doink~
ps- it just occured to me this is the only pic of Zul i ever posted here... kan? hehehe *blush, signs off*

weekend

OTK (oh tuhan ku!) i just realised i actually have 2 followers! hahh sgt flattered ok :D

first off to milo n NH, i malas sgt nak buat tag u all. i cudnt find the weekend tag on NH's page (hehe baik punya alasan) n milo's tag is so leceh. i have to list 10 fav foods la, 10 things i do when im happy la. i dont have tht much of things tht i do when im happy i guess. usually i sengih n become a bit hyper n crazy. sometimes i sing or call someone randomly and borak2.hokayh n thts not even 10 yet. so i guess the tag is irrelevant to me.

i just wanted to post a few pictures tht i took in crowden, manchester last weekend. i find it so cute

:) just brings a smile to my face everytime i read and teringt the serenity of the park. comel kan? turns out org putih pon pandai pantun tau!

her last words to me..

"hye lyla :) thank u. right now i'm ready to fight whatever may come, with Allah and everyone on my side :). keep me in your prayers kay. thanks for your support.:)"

******

she was only 20, full of life and always cheerful even when cancer got her. she had a big talent and a big heart to match. she was one of the bravest person ive ever known and she fought till her last breath. I admire your courage and im truly sorry for not having the chance to get to know you better for the years we've known each other. I will keep u in my prayers Insyaallah. May you rest in peace Ser.

Al-Fatihah for the graceful soul of Arwah Wan Maisara Amira. Moga di tempatkan di tmpt org2 beriman. Amin.

just what i needed

i have some good stuff here.Click here and quote one that you like the best.

heres mine

'Your best work is you expressing yourself. Now, you might not be the greatest at it, but when you do it, you're the expert in it'
-Frank Gehry

:)

oh, bugger.

i slept late last nite, round about 1.40 am kot. was trying to be studious but ended up bergayut dgn mama then with the boyfriend (blame uber fast internet connection here and my 600 free minutes on my mobile plan!). (-_-) so typical of me i guess. i know i'll have to change.

so anyways, i vaguely remembered i had quite a nice dream tau. smthng pasal goumet food and fine dining restaurant. thennn, tiba2! i was woken up by a freaking loud alarm. it was gila kuat ok, macam u duduk sebelah ambulance. i literally joltd up, and was feeling so confused. is it my alarm clock?, i thougt and checked, nope, its not ringing. (and i also noted its 3.30 in the morning). i even checkd my phone, ingt kan tu alarm kat phone. it took me round 30 seconds gak to realise it was actually the fire alarm that was ringing! hahah. gila mamai.

in normal condition, i'd have always assume it was only a drilll and would take my own sweet time to get down to the asssembly point. but after many talk bout safety and fire i was made to attend, i assumed it was a real fire and rushed down. kind of rush la. i wasnt dressed appropriately to terus turun obviously. so i put on a my coat and wear my scarves and lari3 turun. 50% of the dwellers dah ada kat bawah so i did pretty ok la kot. kalau betul2 terbakar n 50% selamat, id be among the selamat ones. yeay!

so there we were, all selebet and mamai, waited for 5 mins until the alarm went off, and all of us return back to our bedrooms to sleep for the rest of the night. the mat sallehs were all cursing, xpuas hati knapa drill malam2.

i was annoyed jugak la obviously. but come to think of it, fire cud happen whenever whereever kan, so xpelah, layan je lah fire drill tuh.

but still! if it wasnt a drill at all, and instead was some drunkard accidently setting the alarm off pagi2 buta tuh, i hope thay get convicted and rot in prison.

humph. now let me catch some sleep, please.

selamat hari raya

oh what the heck, raya kan sebulan, xboleh lambat sikit? ;)

many ppl has been asking me whats it like, my 1st raya far,far away from the ones i love. i thoungt its not gonna be much differance but when i 1st heard the takbir raya in the university musolla, i did my very best to held back n blink back my tears.the answer is quite simply, to put it mildly, raya away from family is very sad.

unlike malaysia, we here in nottingham raya a day earlier and on the raya day itself, i have full letcures, from 9 to 5 consisting of serious stuff like Human Development, Molecular Basis of medicine and even boring stuff like public health and evidence based medicine.

yes! we wore baju kurung tht day to calss. it was very windy tht day n it was super cold but lantak la i nak rayaaaa, xkesahhhh..

then balik2 terus selsema. hahah

later tht night, we did some kind of open hse and called the medics to makan2 at our place. it turnd out to be pretty fun and rasalah sikit macam raya. the following day, barulah ktorg ada free time and went beraya to the seniors house. there was also malaysian soc nyer party n islamic soc nyer eid celebration. tho it was nothing close to celebrating raya with family member, at least we all, stick together for the early raya days and bersedih n bergembira bersama2. for the weekends, fiqry alifa n i went down to london to meet up with the others n beraya kat malaysian hall pulak. this one feels a bit more raya like, with the songs, kekecohan, and oily malaysian food.

i also get to see the boyfriend again after so long. he kept me accompanied thruout my stay in london and it felt so good to spent days like this with someone very close to heart. i also got to meet his sister and we went out for a hearty big dinner malam raya ke 4 tuh :)

back at notts, some warwick friends also came down to notts for raya celebration and we did quite a bit of jalan2 malam2 raya to pg to fun fairs and stuff, just to keep the happy mood going. so yeah, thts pretty much how raya is like for me this year...

come to think of it, we all work hard to make raya feels like raya over here. despite everything, at times, i still feels tht void in my heart when i listen to the lagu2 raya.

has raya loses its magic?

or maybe its just the time of the month for me..

selamat hari raya, readers, maaf zahir dan batin...

here we go..

the feeling i got on the first day of walking into the hospital as a medical student was priceless . the receptionist asked 'may i help u, love? are you a new medical student?' i nodded and she showed me the way to medical school. i tell you, it was surreal.

and on that note, i sure hope i know what im getting myself into.

classes officially begin tomorrow, wish me luck frens.

pictures

nothing much but thats it for now. :) the pictures above are in chronological order. most of them were taken in london. my personal fav is the last pic where i was holding Mr Beeston's hand (assuming tht his name, thuus the name of the town) Mr. Beeston was looking at his bee hive at the statue next to the one im sitting at while i was coaxing him to look at me. Guess the honeys bees beat me there.

inhale deeply, baby

ohmigod, its london air! :) alhamdulillah the flight landed safely and im now in malaysian hall, peeps! im loving london so much so far! ive been her for two days and am trying to live the londoners life ;) yesterday we went to kensington n hydes park and the view was on so breathtaking. ill post pictures later as we're limited to only 20 minutes of internet usage and i only have 5 more minutes left!

oh oh td i went to oxford street n got myself this geogorus top for like, £2! :D heee seronok2. i have so much to tell, so little time, updates lter okayh :P n have i told u guys the tube here is superrr fast? hahah ktm tu kire cm kura2 la kalau nak compare.

well as much as im enjoying my time here, to say that i dont miss home at all will be a lie. smlm i woke up for sahur n took a few seconds to realised where i was. we sahured with roti n a glass of milk je. tgh2 sahur the boyfriend texted me andi suddenly miss msia so very much i cried a bit. oh well, i hope the homesickness will go away with the more shopping i do ;)

ill be off to nottos tomorrow 1st thing in the morning. hope everything is fine in notts n i pray hard i'll continue to like UK as much as i do now.

the kakak is calling me already. gotto go,

lotsa love from london. :)

alhamdulillah my preparation is finally finalised. if all is well, i'll be leaving tomorrow at 234o malaysian time.

my bags are packed. the weight limit is 20kilos actually but my bag is 27kgs and the boyfriend is gonna bring anther 4kilos or so on the 20th. quoting amirah, 'cemana bag awak berat sangat? baju awak kan kecik2 je?' (T_T) hehe.. i guess its the food plus electrical appliences plus the tebal2 clothes kot. plus, my bag kosong alone is already 6kilos! anyway i hope the abg jaga counter check in is easily seduced or else i'll go there foodless n maybe a dozen or so clothes less. fiqry said hes gonna bring 4kilos of food, and that should help :D hehe fiqry, sorryla 4kilo tu takkan tahan setahun punya, sharing is caring my friend :)

im currently feeling so mixed up. happy and excited on one hand, sad and nervous on the other. i realised that this is gonna be a big turning point in my life and i hope it will change me to be a wholly better person. this experience will hopefully prepare me for the cold harsh world outside and if anything, i know i should embrace this moment.

goodbye family, goodbye friends (n foes). please pray for me n keep in touch. im surely gonna miss malaysia like hell (no matter how hell-ish the politics gets or how bad the traffic jam is, or how mahal harga minyak is), i still call this boleh land home.

lastly, i mintak maaf kat semua hujungrambut hujung kaki, selamat berpuasa and salam aidilfitri *sobs*

wait for me, ill be back ppl, hopefully as Dr. Laila :) insyaallah!

ps- to raja amila raja azahar, happy birthday girl. :) ure one of a kind n love u much.

random

just something i tried on wordle.com. it displays the most words i used in recent entries.

*sigh*

KL needs a hero, the one like Gotham's.

what i learnt in the past few days was a lesson so invaluable and costly, i paid big amount for it and learnd it the hard way.

most of you might have known that i lost my purse n handphone last friday. it was foolish of me to put my hand bag behind me masa tgh sembahyang but then agian, im still surprise at how low could someone be to steal in the surau while i was praying. anyway, i guess i finally got over it and pray tht none of you guys would have to go thru this. so folks, silalah mengambil pengajaran...

after my barang2 was stolen, i called mum to block my cards met an old fren, acap and he was so concern as why i was red-eyed and looked so lost. he helpd to make a report at the customer service counter. and they said they'll hand my belongings back if they found it, fat chance i know. but i kept my hope high.

then zul tried calling my mobile and the girl picked it up. she said she found the phone in the toilet n zul asked her to pulangkan the phone. we asked where she was but she kept saying

'saya tengah merayau2 ni, phone awak pon nak habis bateri dah, boleh bagi saya PIN code x? nnt saya call balik?'

i might be careless but im not stupid lah stupid!~ of course i didnt give it to her and kept pressing her to pulangkan my phone. but she later cut the call and swithed my phone off, sampai hari ni. i was so distraught, felt helpless n told zul i wanna go back.

i met another old friend nazir on my way back and i stopped n chat with him for a while, eyes still red and all, (thank god i was wearing waterproof eyeliner tho). it felt really good to see some familiar faces with shoulders to cry on, literally, while im at my worst. i thank you nazir n acap.

when i got home, xpayah cerite lah kan, i was scolded allllll night for my carelessness. i cried myself to sleep and woke up with a bad taste in my mouth. i knew its not over yet n something went wrong again.

that morning the police called, said they found my purse by the roadside in Tanjung Malim. I asked them whats inside the purse and sure enough, all my money is gone together with my giro n master card. i was nervous n i seek comfort in the fact that i blocked my crdt card right away after the stealing happens, thanks to zul n mama for their help. i however realised that i blocked my bank card way, way later around 10pm that day and my pin number is right in front of the bastard's nose, my IC number. all my scholarship money and two year worth of savings was at risk.

on my way to tanjung malim to pick up whats left of my item in the purse, i decided to stop by to a nearby BSN and updated my bank book.

and yes, the rumour is true (chewah) i lost rm 3k just like that, in a blink of an eye.

i brokedown there n then, and cried a little at the bank counter. the cute abang behind the counter asked what was wrong n i blurted out my sad story. i cant believe all this while when fellow scholars spent their money on psp's ipods laptops whatsoever i just brush even the slightest temptation to get a new phone aside and faithfully save my money with a grandiose shopping spree before flying off to the UK in mind.

and this is what i got. *Sigh* just typing it makes me wanna curse the thief again.

aaaanyway...as regretful as i am, i am still thankful that my 2 thirds of my saving is still save. the thief also xsempat used my crdt card and at least i got my IC back. i lost the boyfriend's love note but never mind, i'll ask him to keep em coming ;)

so pengajarannye rakan2, u cant afford to be careless even for a second, even when ure in the surau or anywhere else for tht matter. be cautious, semua org around you are bad guys.

and NEVER used ur birthdate as ur pin number.

sekian terime kasih.

p/s: the police called and wanted me to 'mengecam suspek' as they've heard a few cases like mine with the same modus operandi and all around midvalley and other shopping complexes in KL. i said i will and they'll send me pictures. lesse if i can cam the thief's face and i hope the police dapat tangkap her n she'd never get to do this to anyone else...

and yes,

i successfully passed my driving test, but i dont feel happy even a bit..

horror, terror

i lost my Identification Card, MasterCard, Giro Card, My L, My P evidence, yhe RM 1 note Eja folded into a heart shape, the boyfriend's love notes, movie tickets, yaz's boomerang, pasport pics of myself with all smiles.

i also lost my phone.

and all this happens when i was performing my prayer at midvalleys surau.

im out of tears.

contact me now at 012-*9*9512 the asterisked numbers are the same as my prev phone num's. fiqry, alifa, jannah n fatin, pls contact me.

Please, to those reading, pray i manage to complete redoing all this in time n can still go to the UK by the 13th...

Please god, Please, Please, please.... :'(

things you really should try (all in a day) to have fun n spend quality time with family members and make you feel good.

1) google on the net for cupcakes recipe, taram je, give it a go. then decorate sesuka hatily with ur little sisters n a crazy brother if possible. (the decorations can be as silly as you want it to be. the sillier, the merrier)

2) go do the fish spa, again! n feel clean n yucky at the same time.
3) get a new spectacles! a geeky one is not a bad choice i say.


4) just simply eat durians! kan milo? durian is a girls bestest fren. ;)

5) have a hearty dinner, take lots of pictures with family members.
and finally, be grateful for what you have cause the only way to feel happy and contented is when u appreciate what is around you. :)

i haven't been updating seriously for quite sometime dah and tonight i kinda am in the mood to blog. i have pretty much lose the flair in writing (or maybe mmg xpnah ada pon)

there have been times that my bro laugh at me at for my stupid n critical grammatically incorrect sentences i say to him. this one evening i was mad at him bout something n i practically shouted "heyy along, did u did this? did u did this??? did u?" *angry face and all* then tibe2 we both fell silent n he laughed n walkd away "i didnt did that, angah".

so u get the point kan. my kemahiran berbahasa bahasa apa2 pon sekali, sgt teruk. oh well who cares, right, i just wanna deliver my point :P

ummm okayh. there has been sooo many on goings currently. for instance i am now a proud L lisence holder! *do the dance*
driving classes however, is a pain in the ass. :( i could never get clutch control right and not being able to cam jalan doesnt help either. theres 2/3 classes left until my real JPJ exam day. im really hoping i get it right on the day itself, lepas tu xkesah la kan, ima drive an auto anyway.

for those who still didnt know, cewah, i have passed my alevel with flying colours, alhamdulillah and my unconditional offer letter has arrived. im now busy preparing the forms to submit to yt for the new contract n then i think its visa hassle plak.

im still clueless as t what to buy before i get there despite the nice seniors guide from the MOC. i know i wanna start shopping but i dunno where to begin! x) heheh.

so yeah, im very excited bout the whole going to overseas to study medicine thingy but at the same time, truth to be told, im also very nervous. i mean, imagine leaving behind ur family n country for 5 years to come back as a supposedly much, much better person with a medical degree and ready to give back to society.

i say man, that is one big responsibility i have to take with open hands and big heart. lets hope we all can make it.

alhamdulillah

:D

im speechlesss..

so much to do now, so little time but im glad, very, very glad.

alhamdulillah!

oh, fuzzy!!

figured its 'bout time for a new post, a filler at least :) so here goes, folks..

*******
i have a friend. his name is fuzzy wuzzy. met him, folks

if you say 'hi, fuzzy!'
he'd answer 'hello!'

'how old are you, fuzzy?'
sometimes he says 'nineteen!' sometimes 'thirteen!' ; well, nobody knows for sure, even i dont.

indeed, hes quite a character. never have i meet a more peculiar guy.

he likes yellow, but not kuning,
he likes green, but not hijau,
likes coffee a lot.
how about kopi? oh, no, not a chance.

if you think you now understand what he likes n what he doesnt, hear more bout him.

fuzzy has a thing bout elevators, he never uses them! he prefers the tangga (and no, not the stairs!)

fuzzy has a way when it come to clothings n footwear.
once i saw him in a dress, high heels and sunglasses!
most of the time tho, fuzzy goes about in his yellow boots, humming along to maroon 5 songs.

his favourite fruits wuldhave to be mangga and mangosteen. hes okay with manggis but no, not mango!!

anybody could give me 10 more things tht fuzzy likes n dislikes?

my, oh my, fuzzy! ure making them dizzy!

*******

taking five

or rather, weeks ;)
im not feeling well :|
will be back in no time. mean while, enjoy these folks
i love it to bits :D



btn was not the bad by the way n my oh my,
terengganu ws so much fun! :) id say, worth the fever i have now ;) toodles. later folks

crazy sh*t, man

oh i almost forgot!~

tadik, my bro n i, we tried the fish spa thingy tht everyone is talking bout. we found this one tepi jalan stall offering it at rm15 per 30 mins. n we thought, heck thts quite an offer. so yeah, why not kan?as soon as i letak my feet.....
woooshhh~ some like 100o ikan kot came rushing to me.
panic gakla mule2.. erkk ikan die ada yg besar giler okayy.. yg paling depan nih my feet, sebelah tu along's n then some random guy's..
.
..
...
....
can u guys see how the fish love my feet?
ergh freakyyy..
it tickles like helllllll, okayyy~
still send shivers down my spine thinking bout it.

ticklish as it is pon kan, afterwards, along n i both agreed our feet feels so much fresher and softer. rasa cam lepas pedicured :)) (mmm) you guys should really try. i say it was worth the tickle. :)

along said the fish must be having their annual CNY makan besar when i put my feet in.

im thinking it must be my last eczema outbreak with all the dead skin cells still there must be the reason.

nyum2, quite a feast eh, ikan?

BFF stands for best friends forever, dear :P

first of all let me clarify the title has got nothing to do with the post. i was on YM with milo just now and we were talking bout her BFF. tibe2 she asked me

'La, act kan, BFF tu apa?'

i told her to take a guess n she said

'best friend foot?'

im like... wthhh... hahahhahaha milo, milo, always has a way to make me LMAO. (btw, thts laugh my ass off, hun)

*****

anyhooo.. the weekends has been refreshing. had 2 family gath. the first one was at uncle kamil's condo near klcc. where we celebrated the two lovely pengantin barus which are my cousins. (the pic on the top right is the first pair; on their sanding day at the groom's side in Baling, Kedah) dua2 kawin on the same day n they are sisters. the wedding was almost a month ago kot. after the makan2 uncle (yeah thts him in the pool) make us all go into the pool tgh2 malam tuh, including the love birds. sejuk gila kott. but it was great fun alright.

next was another gath kat seremban at aunti ita's. again, tht was to celebrate the pengantin cum birthday celebration for her 2 kids. this is the pic of the 2nd couple on the sanding day at the groom's in Penang. i really love both the grooms as they are very friendly and mix around well with our family. it feels like we've known then both for years :)

Kak long n Kak ngah (thats what i call the brides) are my first cousings to get married. in all honesty, its actually kinda wierd to see your own cousins, of the same generation getting married. im talking the girls who use to play teng teng n zero point together with you back in those good, carefree, yesteryears. well, now that they have get the wedding bell started ringing, i wonder whom of my cousins will be next (>.<) heheh..

ps- omg it just hit me tht i might just become aunty xlama lagi! ...mak cik laila? erk!

win some, learn some

the pics in this post is gonna be so random.

1) he said something like this on awards day, if i remember it correctly.

There was an old owl who sat in an oak.
The more he watched; the less he spoke.
The less he spoke; the more he heard.
Now, why can’t we be like that wise old bird?

i do not know why, of all the things, i teringt bende nih jugak skrg.



2) i went out to watch the happening tadik. it wasnt very happening at all. nasib baik i had good company :)

3) i.cant.stop.popping.MnMs.into.my.mouth.

4) i think im being a bad girl fren to milo n yaz. i keep giving excuses when dorg ajak keluar when in truth, ive preplanned outings n dates with zul for weeks to come. :|

5) btn is this isninnnnn. along said "its boring gila bab*" so i have to be prepared.




in conclusion, as surprising as it may sound,

i miss college, period.