tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-272527422024-03-07T18:01:47.081+00:00more-than-just-words"snippets of a girl's life?"
yeah, snippets.
"but who decides which snippets?"Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.comBlogger214125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-81902039701851604612012-08-09T17:01:00.001+00:002012-08-09T17:13:45.942+00:00I forgot about you. Im sorry. I met a new social media site. And i have fun there. Its like micro blogging say thing on your mind without a care and and i can follow celebs who look like this hunk. <br />
On a side note zul got really sad when i told him i had a dream where nathan and i went out for dinner :D he banned me from watching olympic swimming. Olympic swimming dah habis pon! :P Heheh. <br />
Anyhoo im just dropping by to say hello. I dont know if im gonna keep you for long now. But please just know if i decide to stop writing in you, i will always remember you, i literally grew up with you since i was 15! Sure i cringe when i read older entries but that besides the point. You were always there for me. When i was going thru the rebellious emo teenager, highschool puppy loves up until meeting Zul :)) and early uni days.<br />
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You have been ace <3 and should i stop writing in you in move on to a new site just know i enjoyed penning my thoughts and rant to you all these years <br />
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Xxx<div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEimKU2VDnlZTcnnYiEtY7Aoc_NZxA86WPd7rTeDRtP5X48ldn6mq-2CUv3XcXN3urfei2cP_R2niU56xu9CeNcgVDJeG82dMWFmw1ef32pLq_juxUw5t7M_7pKTJ9uBlH3a7VN9gA/s640/blogger-image-2065001224.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEimKU2VDnlZTcnnYiEtY7Aoc_NZxA86WPd7rTeDRtP5X48ldn6mq-2CUv3XcXN3urfei2cP_R2niU56xu9CeNcgVDJeG82dMWFmw1ef32pLq_juxUw5t7M_7pKTJ9uBlH3a7VN9gA/s640/blogger-image-2065001224.jpg" /></a></div>Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-6799192541170044252012-03-24T21:03:00.003+00:002012-03-24T21:10:34.547+00:00Hujan emas / batuto stay and work here or to go home?<div style="font-style: normal; ">i know it seems far away but its been bugging me this few days. job application day is looming.</div><div style="font-style: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-style: normal; ">why stay here?</div><div style="font-style: normal; ">well because hearsay says the career wise, support is better, the working hours is better, the pay is better. the experience, the certification. </div><div style="font-style: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-style: normal; ">why go home?</div><div style="font-style: normal; ">why?</div><div style="font-style: normal; ">seriously do i need to answer that?</div><div>because my <i>everything</i> is back home. and whos to say medical career and opportunities in Malaysia isnt as good as it is here hey? </div><div><br /></div><div>We shall see. God give me guidance.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-88394694416322449432012-02-05T18:03:00.003+00:002012-02-05T18:07:19.146+00:00You know he is a keeper when# 1 - He stays up until 2am to proofread your essays, knowing you always do last minute assignments and keep your spirits up as you finish writing, when youre not feeling too well. <3Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-58967497186997132622012-01-30T23:08:00.001+00:002012-01-30T23:16:36.131+00:00Red SwarovskiI'm not much of a jewellery person. I don't own many and the ones that I do, with the exception of my most prized sapphire and diamond earing that mama gave me on my 20th, which I just can not not wear ;) is tucked safely in a box. <br />
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I opened them about once or twice a month when I'm feeling especially elegant to be worn on a special night out or on dates. It always surprises me how a simple piece of jewellery can evoke so strong a feeling of attachment, nostalgia and overwhelming Love when you see it again no matter how long it's been tucked away; like an everlasting momento :)<br />
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I carry your heart, I carry it in my heart <3<br />
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<div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhg4aEU_43u__EGXhp9-avlfiulBFj4h6eOP8cW_YTncajmd6H8Q-AIPqbLShoInHNPI4-BGkRcTQJTgwnyP4IkTIZbscEpRY_SRM9tEQ9gayr8LI3ex_sF6fsawPdcJHJFftbenw/s640/blogger-image--1679174202.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhg4aEU_43u__EGXhp9-avlfiulBFj4h6eOP8cW_YTncajmd6H8Q-AIPqbLShoInHNPI4-BGkRcTQJTgwnyP4IkTIZbscEpRY_SRM9tEQ9gayr8LI3ex_sF6fsawPdcJHJFftbenw/s640/blogger-image--1679174202.jpg" /></a></div>Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-74710615314002259872012-01-22T13:50:00.002+00:002012-01-22T13:54:46.237+00:00Hokay what happened here?Last post exactly four months ago! 120 days ago. LOL longest writers block ever in my dictionary.<div><br /></div><div>pftt yeah, <i>writers block</i>.</div><div><br /></div><div>will write more this year, promise.</div><div><br /></div><div>xx </div>Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-32244726953691115202011-09-21T18:36:00.004+00:002011-09-21T22:07:40.037+00:00fast forward.Sorry for the super long hiatus. I was a little preoccupied with things and couldnt find the time to write properly. A lot has happened since the last post eventful, important events that i really shoulve written about.<div><br /></div><div>For one thing, i have sat for the said test i was to be taking when i wrote the hiatus post. I passed everything and am very happy to tell you ill be graduating this december with a first class degree in biomedical sciences :D Alhamdulillah</div><div><br /></div><div>Since then, i have started the 2nd phase of my clinical practice. I did paeds rotation for 10 weeks which i thoroughly enjoyed. So much happen in the rotation, so many kids ive met that have touched my life and make me smile and cry. I have learn so much. and im happy to share with you guys becoming a paediatrician is definitely at the top of my career option, as of now. :) insyaallah</div><div><br /></div><div>while the rotation was super, the paeds exams i thought didn't go too well. results are not out yet, so all i can do now is keep my fingers crossed and carry on.</div><div><br /></div><div>last weekend then i visited one of my best girls after the exam just to take the stress off the whole blunder that is my paeds exam before the start of my 2nd rotation. We went shopping, sight seeing, eat loads and gossips. the usual ;) I also got a surprise present from the other half that me teared up a little. thanks Zul you never cease to make me fall in love all over again :) it was an awesome weekend indeed.</div><div><br /></div><div>this week, i started my new rotation on obs and gynae. its mostly introduction lectures 9-5, no babies delivered, no fannies swabbed, yet (lol!) so not particularly exciting week, but tiring all the same. ive also managed to lose my 3year old iphone on monday along the way after a very long day in the hospital. i have an unbelieveable attachment to the phone that it broke my heart to a million pieces once it hit me that ive really lost it (that is after running up and down the big hospital asking around helplessly to almost every security person/receptionists i saw with teary eyes and snotty nose.) </div><div><br /></div><div>so there. that is what has been happening in my life so far. ups and downs.</div><div><br /></div><div>i think its healthy that you are down in the dumps once in a while. it makes you stop and think. be thankful for what you have, appreciate things around you more, gets you closer to god, strengthens friendship and relationships, and teach you a lesson. </div><div><br /></div><div>and well, the other good this is, the only way to go now, is up. ;) </div><div><br /></div><div>xx</div><div>talk to you soon</div>Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-6812711783522960892011-06-15T23:27:00.005+00:002011-06-15T23:42:23.558+00:00Is ona little hiatus. <div>As always, its the exams.</div><div><br /></div><div>Even typing the word hiatus reminds me of hiatus hernia. and then that reminds me of other causes of GORD then i realised i dont remember much then i make a mental note to go over gastroenterology again. Then i realised i still havent gone through renal and immunology and might not have time to go over gastro again. then i go mental.</div><div><br /></div><div>LOL. </div><div><br /></div><div>Its not really that bad. Promise its not. i actually quite enjoy revising and learning and understanding more and more about so many diseases day after day. It is rewarding. But at the same time it does get daunting on certain days where i had little sleep or where i lose my cool that i have to know a ridikeles amount of info and revise n memorise for the sake of exams and i fear i may just not be properly reataining the knowledge to use later in life when im an actual doctor. That part is not fun :S </div><div><br /></div><div>Anyhoo, exam i this coming Monday. 2 papers only and i practical. Then all is done and i shall be homebound!</div><div><br /></div><div>Wish me luck people! Doakan i! I really wanna do well and be reassured so then i can enjoy my 2 week holiday with my family and the other half happily :)</div><div><br /></div><div>Back to studying now!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://files.sharenator.com/memes_internet_y_u_no_let_me_study_Meme_dump_2-s500x375-126612.jpg" /></div><div><br /></div><div>xx</div><div><br /></div><div>ps- ive missed you too!</div><div> </div><div><br /></div>Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-42270548008437832812011-05-14T20:59:00.008+00:002011-05-14T21:51:39.665+00:00I wish I1) Could un-watch all the crazy Lady Gaga videos I watched today. because they are so disturbing and makes me feel uneasy<div>2) Had been consistent with my revision so I dont have this panic attack.</div><div>3) Was more careful with my spending. I owe every penny to my beloved state of Terengganu so I should spend wisely.</div><div>4) Had not merajuk. Because it melts my heart when he calls me in he middle of his night to apologise and talk and make me smile. Makes me miss him more. </div><div>5) Could stay at this weight regardless of the amount of galaxy cookie crumble that i eat. Not a pound thinner, nor fatter </div><div>5.5) Darn I wish i hadnt looked at the calorie count. a small bar of 100 gms is a freaking 2000kcal. </div><div>6) Am a better muslim and pray the five prayers on time and take more time to learn the Quran. Shouldn't we all?</div><div>7) Could read my feel good books, those shopaholic series instead of this crash course in cardiology.</div><div>8) Am with Mama and ayah in America now. And watch my one and only brother graduating :)</div><div>9) Am taller. So i can pull off a jumpsuit.</div><div>10) Whine less. Period.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.<img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg4QVfjjMIoEfcmyCQrcj5IwXrdwNpjcb_vzB4eci1yQhgz6C23dOeqnhkJoDQlTWhfWMCp69WdZ3jURqoj_hRaOp6iYVlmy1H8Xh8hHma37GrpMCcBTYAlyIURUkamxufOdP0bVQ/s1600/sad_face.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><i>picture off google</i></span></div>Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-3730113764804288522011-05-09T19:20:00.006+00:002011-05-09T20:05:52.163+00:00Graze Craze<div style="text-align: left;">A package i almost forgot about arrived today and it lighten up my gloomy day at work. Look look looookkk!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0y5Xo4fV1JEiVI0oKFih-JPmvemDsTvWwgPfuInTV-ID0NhjYMosqkoKpNIi4GnlW6JYtC0ifDM60WCNJHeRj8ez3W1WWJaWhNbtr50ILGRs_OkFWFb6t-D60s6_FYcggw1LPNA/s400/IMGP1025.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5604803770701742818" /><br /><div>Its my first free box of grazeeeeeee :D with four wonderful treats i could totally use as pick me ups! :D. So cute its got a little personal touch to it with your name and little booklet and everything. its awesome :D </div><div><br /><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7Pr5cMtTpzTT4pwZVg6ChCvj7t5wkop3RFtHc1V75oS541BFRdpsb1ZC1T7sRERp3Q3kN7XWQ4DEHfEjtP_g4YvuHP4G1n3V0lQsTc4LjS3euOA77MFrQOvdU7buuxkbFe1vWVA/s400/IMGP1026.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5604803775904990514" /></div><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_glT8BFmy3-A1bANRTlGbQNpd1VG8dAOEUL0-KN8nNaOA5uY6u7L46la5Jvr1Vx11jawviLDyV71j50mfLoUcXgD88s3zNvt-3SioUxGw1PMHK_M5LzBe0PYug5RlL3gEOPvQ-g/s400/IMGP1032.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5604803780778917458" /></div><div>Whats in the box this week? - Sweet goan curry crackers, honey bee good, billionaire's shortcake and savoury roasted seeds.</div><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqU_pcbphccY8lLe8NYHHEBC6dLCOyEaQXjjplZmBEek-8CeqMMEhCI-J96zdmZbExRGsYXJlS0jhjwVYHjzHmmnZ0h7g43Z7RqnXYkMokyfxmuqPqR58VGB3h4RI3tZrvBXjylg/s400/IMGP1039.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5604803783919589042" />So i first heard about graze when i went to Yaz's place last month. Its a service that sends you healthy, fresh, low calorie tidbits weekly/ bi weekly / forthnightly depending on your request right to your doorstep. So when ure feeling peckish, instead of eating your sinful muffins/ snickers bars, you can munch on them! wonderful! You can choose the day you want it delivered.</div><div><br /></div><div>Yaz gave me a coupon and i signed up about 2 weeks ago. I remember purposely putting it in as to be delivered on every Monday so I'll get a little nice surprise when I get back from hospital first thing in the week. And it was totally a good idea I would give myself a pat on the back if i could! :D </div><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh61VeQBhdHEVbPcGXl-9Vx4xc3tzkn_w6DpCXEhOdzSvhZyWfz6ziitrvdJiLH9JUKmiq7zBJ5gxNih9cy9a9nDoHEundkD8BEUDSXrMCB1FvITDdJky6jWKGniUXO5rnjng3rAw/s400/IMGP1040.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5604803792737654914" />the first box is free when you claim a coupon. The second one is 1.50. The subsequent boxes are at normal price which is 3 pounds i think. You can tell them in advance if you wanna go on holiday that week so they wont send you one. Or you can change from weekly delivery to forthnight or bi weekly etc, totally up to you. You can even choose what treats to get from their chioce of 100 or so nuts/fruits/diet cookies. But i like surprises so i didnt choose, and let them pick for me this week ;) And i have to say they made a good choice they had me at first bite! </div><div><br /></div><div>So guys if any of you would like a free box of graze, just gimme a holler, ive got 3 coupons for 3 free first boxes! </div><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjp95eXXtA-ZIc1IDaAQPUs6xIsA3EDvoiI_buU0fCTVyjk8_ExkapyAsMEy8jB-aTX7Pty1dmMHf3mfJUcPYn4y2g8Jrsm6tpyR9rtPE3VJpARwzjLnSkH2igr93SndmgtfiQrwA/s400/IMGP1042.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5604804582625072706" /><div style="text-align: center;">Stay healthy folks, Love always</div></div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Ps- Thank you Yazira!</div><div style="text-align: left;">Pps- I really should ask graze for a little comission for advertising them ;D</div>Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-79895372899107322242011-05-09T18:56:00.006+00:002011-05-09T19:19:26.213+00:00Rainy MondayA day's work in a clinic can be quite demanding. And i dont mean physically so much. But you can get emotionally wary. You see patients come in with a disease you cant cure. You see young little boy with gorgeous blue eyes and curly golden hair smiling to you and telling you you smell like strawberry, jumping around happily one minute and screaming and crying the next after you gave him three immunisation shots. Oh and the look he gave with that teary big blue eyes! You see old grown big men cry over the death of their loved ones. You see all sorts of things. And you cant help but to empathize and feel. It's just little things but these little things do get you down sometimes.<div><br /></div><div>I guess i just have to learn to dissociate my feelings and my work better. Empathize but not feel. Be stronger and look on the bright side. And start saving the world, one patient at a time. Chin up!<div><div> </div></div></div>Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-21648325851844669802011-04-20T16:58:00.008+00:002011-04-20T18:53:25.575+00:00Vlog 2.0<div style="text-align: left;">About fricking time, right? :D LOL. soooo sorry! ive been really busy :( Clinicals are so tiring, but good kinda tiring, fun tired. I was at hospital half the time and the other half at home sleeping/ pigging out/ burying my nose in piles of notes and heavy books pretending to be revising while watching pretty little liars.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">So i got home quite early today and i was sorting thru my work clothes and selendang, colour coding things and hangers (yes im a wardrobe freak like that) and trying out my old dresses and casual clothes and jeans and spring skirts that i rarely get to wear anymore nowadays :( i tried on my hijabs and experimented with a few styles. then..</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">you guessed it. i decided to make a hijab tutorial video. rest assured this video isnt <i>as</i> awkward as my <a href="http://misslyla.blogspot.com/2009/10/vlog-phail.html">1st attempt at vlogging</a> (at least i think so) LOL. This goes for you guys who have been missnig my face and my voice. Wait, what? you dont miss me? Well your mom does.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dyuaeZGVdcad--kwiqcaKpeQeS1qJQRIakM5kPUnexaPLvVt7ysqftF-4Mp0Sr4r6G2GHOBbiyC' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Weeheeee :D ttyl 'ppl of the internet' who says that? (O_o) oh right, i did (T_T) </div>Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-85478962385953798812011-03-16T21:29:00.004+00:002011-03-16T22:24:10.097+00:00I believe I am going through a very important phase in my life as a doctor in the making. I keep reminding myself <div><br /></div><div>'Oh, ive gotto pen this down somewhere, Ive got to remember this feeling i have when i see my first proper patient, or the atmosphere in an emergency department or the scene where everybody is talking all at once fighting for what they think is best for the patient.'</div><div><br /></div><div>But mostly though, i want to be able to read back one day about the motivation i have now, the spirit and the relentless persistence and this thrist for knowledge i feel now, so that i would remember how exciting, touching, overwhelming and rewarding the whole thing is, should i one day have a hard time in medicine. </div><div><br /></div><div>So thats just what i would do. :) </div><div><br /></div><div>Starting this weekend, of course.</div><div><br /></div><div>(oh yes, im still as big a procrastinator as i was before even after the eye opening experience in hospital of course, that bit has not change unfortunately - im a basket case.)</div><div><br /></div><div>talk to you later.</div>Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-21243517285178349452011-03-06T18:08:00.002+00:002011-03-07T14:16:20.849+00:00Sunday TreatsMolten chocolate lava cake - Work in progress. Brb with hopefully some tantalising pics :) wish me luck!<div><br /></div><div>***</div><div>what it should look like </div><div><br /></div><div><iframe title="YouTube video player" width="480" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/z2sv_GHqtrQ" frameborder="0"></iframe></div><div><br /></div><div>Obviously it was a failed attempt :( </div><div><br /></div><div>Trial 2 coming up! Really soon!</div>Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-22921645720730905822011-02-14T22:26:00.021+00:002011-02-15T00:30:47.291+00:0023 reasons<div style="text-align: center;"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizVFtxtNXBtoQqj3bEH5WyuSVKUDcfPuY2SUx1retKm0-yq70hsZnHFgApNkddwq40UL27XGN42kF9C_xRJ3_jzt7SNynPB0UhL5uuZrDSH1pY3m1UY6_8jahwX6P2dwZtY8_Thw/s400/IMGP0377.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5573690332928152482" /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Today is the 23rd birthday of one of the most important person in my life; Zul. I could not even begin to describe how much he means to me. So i am gonna try to get across to you why he means so much to me and why i am so smitten with him :) So here goes the list of 23 reasons. In no particular order:</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>1- He is laid back. So he compliments my kelam kabut and easily excitable nature and makes me feel relaxed and comfortable around him.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>2- He is someone I can count on. Although he is not a morning person, if its a big day for me or for him, he would be the one who gives me wake up calls and wish me luck and calms the jitters.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>4- He cooks for me. ( More than i cook for him! :O )</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>5-And on occasions where i cook for him, he insists to do all the cleaning and washing up so i could 'go take a rest, you dah penat masak' Hello, i masak nasik goreng ngn telur dadar je maybe.</div><div><br /></div><div>6- He involves me in his daily lives. Asks my opinion, take me to MtG places where nerds off happen; with that fat slob with greasy hair and lanky awkward boy with spectacles so thick his eyes seems incredibly small, staring at the cards with such intensity like the next one they are gonna play might just change the course of history.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>7-And he is one of those nerds without the nerdy looks ;) So i could call him up and ask, Zul why is this and that? And i would get complete detailed answer as if i am listening to the audio version of howstuffworks.com. LOL</div><div><br /></div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCFey3hWJnqYJRTQJS3utXkg5Nae8Bhs0NPGOIrBYfahOuFlueb91apOa2M-JtDGrMdmmIdC8hSqFdLFxgE0xc8Etfsipy4WetVGABKByKiSX6N-j59Rn4u_giYVMHhro6ev-m5Q/s400/39194_413276058482_652118482_4807042_2815113_n.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5573688782042770178" /><div>8- Despite that, he could be a hopeless romantic at times.</div><div><br /></div><div>9- He introduces me to his friends and more importantly to his family.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>10- He calls when he says he would</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>11- he notices the small things. How I wear my scarf differently. Its a new perfume. Fancy schmancy new shoes.</div><div><br /></div><div>12- He remembers! Yeah you wore that white shirt that day and I said hi to you. and the rest was history.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>13- He cares! There was this one time in Prague where we were strolling the streets and we had to stop sebab suddenly i had a massive fit of cough and got sick, probably from the bad food i ate. He saw a stranger carrying a carrier bag with something tht says what seems to be like the word Pharmacy in Czech i guess and ran to him and actually stopped that guy in his tracks to ask where could he find a pharmacy so he could get smthg for my cough. turns out that man dint speak english and he used every crude sign language to get his question across. Hehe so comel that i ended up feeling better n not so sick anymore :D (woman flu je maybe)</div><div><br /></div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgpxWbq-O4yg3n9fYDkvS7UmQaTyuAPt7C6-fv0MjEpz4WJGOHinz4mHQonRylfUc936x45043Yxu2WJXn9XY4oH7py8q2cocPJEgu1_mup2eXm6QXD-KSvQu1qJF15l6Pk_hEVGQ/s400/10936_181608653482_652118482_3018735_7926935_n.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5573691603868115538" /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>14- He continuously wants to improve himself. In all aspects of life. Career, spiritual, financial and works hard for it.</div><div><br /></div><div>15- He reads</div><div><br /></div><div>16- He shares his reads with me</div><div><br /></div><div>17- He takes amazing photos and is persistent at it.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>18- He teaches me what he knows</div><div><br /></div><div>19- And asks me things he doesnt know but knows that i would.</div><div><br /></div><div>20- He tells me little stories about when he was a little boy. that isnt necessarily big or significant. but he tells me anyway and smile when he recollets his memory.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>21- He laughs a lot. and it is contagious.</div><div><br /></div><div>22- He apologizes and he forgives</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>23- He adores me as much as i adore him.</div><div><br /></div><div>There! 23 reasons why he is awesome on his 23rd birthday. :D i could go on all night but i have to save some for next year pulak. :) Its quite long and im not used to long posts but if you are reading up to this point, you should try writing a list about your significant other oh their special day as well! It feels so nice to actually pen this down and it saves time as well you know. so next year i could write smthg like this:</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>24 reasons I love you on your 24th birthday:</div><div><br /></div><div>1- You are hot</div><div><br /></div><div>2- refer the rest to last years post (inserts link)</div><div><br /></div><div>See! You guys should totally try this out. :D</div><div><br /></div><div>To Zul, Happy birthday! Have a great day and I can't wait to see you soon!</div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgWmk4xPh2yS4R83wTrFTao0DftCd04WXCtPiOXERkmshfhyphenhyphen68eOfnM_5ZAR26fAG84Z4fHHTl3AR87EPMOKShn2S007wtUeKi0D3MVpeSyKdUBcaszaaGa12spXVGXeUemzSC4Yg/s400/LOVE.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5573689400377692882" /><div><br /></div><div>xxxxx Laila</div><div><br /></div>Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-24810991444424139762011-02-11T17:18:00.002+00:002011-02-11T17:22:00.350+00:00History is madeAlhamdulillah! After 30 years being in power, EX Egypt Presidnet, Hosni Mubarak stepped down finally exactly 30 minutes ago. <div><br /></div><div>Now rebuild your nation, grow and prosper! We are with you every step of the way!</div><div><br /></div><div>Love, </div><div>The rest of the world! :D</div>Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-17462911903725224192011-02-11T00:55:00.008+00:002011-02-12T12:30:11.610+00:00Youve got a fast car, and i want a ticket to anywhere.Maybe at this point I should come clean and tell you the reason I haven't been updating so much in here is because i've got a tumblr account, which I haven't really told anybody about and am not planning to anytime soon. <div><br /></div><div>the reason being is that the tumblr posts are ones which i tend to be more emotional and more touchy-feely. and i post there whenever im mad/irritated with someone/something/both, or when i feel sad. A sort of an outlet for my negative emotion; you can call it that. And ive been posting there more than i do here lately (which means i might just have to go on another retail therapy session soon to heal my spiteful distressed self, LOL) </div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway, the reason im updating today to share agood news with you! have you guys heard of the band boyce avenue? They are basically a band formed by 3 brothers; Alejandro, Fabian and Daniel Manzano from Florida. They mostly do acoustic cover of popular songs on youtube as requested by fans. One of the brothers is a Harvard law school graduate, i think while the other two are a students in the uni of Florida. They started singing as a past time thing and uploaded their videos on you tube and around three years ago they became a hit. a HUGE hit! </div><div><br /></div><div>I discovered them when i first came to the UK. i was talking to zul about this one linkin park song, and browsing for cover versions of it on youtube. I found them and at that time it only had a couple of hundred thousdand viewers i think and i was totally hooked! They cover songs from the 90 as well that hold loads of memories to me :) </div><div><br /></div><div>Their versions are so good and they usually change the lyrics that are filled with sexual innuendos or nasty things to something much more meaningful and sweet. Amazing hey!! A playlist filled with their songs are on replay everyday, all the time now.</div><div><br /></div><div>Now, three years down the line, theyve begin to produce their own songs tho wiki says they gonna slow production down this year as the other 2 brothers are gonna continue their studies. However before they slow down their singing career, they gonna have a tour!</div><div><br /></div><div>So anyways, here's the good news! I woke up this morning and found out that boyce avenue is gonna do a Europe Tour later this year heyyyy!!! They'll have a gig in london, birm, manchester and cardiff in May!!! If you guys havent check them out yet, please do! just listen to a few songs and i promise you you will love them! And after you have check them out, pretty please teman i pergi gig diorang? :D</div><div><br /></div><div>so, to start your assignment of discovering boyce avenue, have a listen to their cover to fast cars, by tracy chapman in collaboration with Kina Grannis, another of my fav youtube artist, which i shall talk more about later. For now, enjoy this amazing cover of an amazing song :)</div><div><br /></div><div>ps- found the uku tab for this! :D</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><iframe title="YouTube video player" width="640" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/M4zCOHFrLVY" frameborder="0"></iframe></u></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><div><u><br /></u></div>Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-1163191936140549742011-02-11T00:46:00.003+00:002011-02-11T00:55:18.031+00:00A Leader with a big appetite for his people's blood.Why he refuses to step down and more importantly HOW does he sleep at night, is really unfathomable to me. My heart goes out to all the Egyptians and my prayers as well. It's good to see men and women from different religions of all ages, come together in critical times like this and fight for their country after decades of being the the tyrannic regime of the said man with a thirst for blood. God bless their brave hearts. Hold steadfast brothers and sisters, you are almost there, I could smell the revolution, keep pushing him down, the world is behind you! Do it peacefully, but DO IT!<div><br /></div><div><br /><div><br /></div></div>Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-82505112608524600682010-12-28T21:59:00.009+00:002010-12-28T23:49:03.581+00:00Season to be Jolly, for a while at least :)<div style="text-align: left;">hi there. its been a while hasn't it? I literally forgot this space exists thus the lack of posts this past few weeks. so today i was blog hopping then thought i might as well say couple of words and say hi to you people. i have also just realised the profile,followers and cbox tabs yada3 are now at the bottom of the page, only god knows why. i tried meddling around with the design and layout to fix it but then all the scary html css terms came up. of course, i freaked out and just hit the close window button. :O Oh well, like anybody cares :D well, i dont, i just feel like ranting today.</div><br />the thing is, i should not feel like ranting today. i should not feel like doing anything at all other than sit here in front of my laptop and bust my brains out because i have a 15000 words dissertation to write and i have to send it in the next few weeks. but i know you know me well. procrastination is my middle name. :D<br /><br />anyhoo, its December now. the new year is looming. was talking to Zul the other day bout resolutions and i realised i havnt think up of any yet. (not that i usually keep to my resolutions anyway) but it is nice to have them and join the world with the spirit of newness of the year, turning over a new leaf and that kinda stuff, dont you think?<br /><br />speaking of December, it is also the time of the year that i have always associated with joy. for one, the winter sale is going on and it is CRAHZY! I got myself truckloads of stuff and now my tiny almari cant fit my clothes anymore im thinking of going out to shop for almari pulak! :O LOL. <img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiGWzGCgWrkIPgU0sY4yJYTmtg4VG1HSH6jXBKJuDFrJVvXANzdO5L2qmYqF0Q2HNOFPnEKFbO95m3xO-8RKNEoKQ38HAsfZ28F9UO9rFm-braFWl5JYKeMNGnBMVdVtEAhVGpDiQ/s400/bxing+day.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 189px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5555881511983751858" /><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span">3 out of 3456596 unnecessary clothes i got from december sale. I need help, i know</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div>Also, its the holiday season which equates to travelling and spending time with loved ones. my fisrt winter here, i went travelling in Italy with my best girls. last year, went to Barcelona with my family and this time we went to Paris and Geneva. Boy, those are some really good times i have to tell you :D And this year, even nenek joined us! Tremendous fun indeed.<img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEikv2TjxIXhU3M03pJ6h61l5kM_e6C5QBn0xn6vzJwcXUTMIgF26FH25jKFFQckvdJgjSFFGeV6s1kzKI1-7j99QoB1wit3coZ82ap6FkK-iIyJi09kKJ7XTfQb-ZTLfHWzXZN3Ig/s400/1.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5555881440522881794" /><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span">with the kids at disneylanddddd</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div>December also holds a very special place in my heart because this month 4 years ago, someone amazing came along and adds colours to my life with his companionship,love, care and support. I can be quirky, silly and sloppy, i can cry a river or laugh like an asmathic mad woman having a seizure (ie be myself) and be sure he will still stand by my side and hold my hand tight. He is truly a gem :)<br /><br />And hopefuly next year, i can add another event to my list of joyful things in december; my first degree graduation, InsyaAllah. well then, I should really get back to my dissertation shouldnt i? *sigh*<br /><br />TTYL peeps :)<div><br /></div><div>****</div><div>uuuu~ the new layout is pretty fit isnt it? oh well what dya know. org buta coding pon bole ada cool blog okay? 8-)</div>Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-88601547603548570562010-11-28T17:09:00.005+00:002010-11-28T17:38:39.632+00:00Random little things that makes you smile :)A professor winked at you and greeted you good morning early MONDAY morning<br />Surprise birthday gifts at your door. <br />Playing on the game console for hours with your best friend when you should be at school :D<br />That guy in silent study zone in library who waved, smiled sheepishly and mouthed 'hi' everytime you catch him looking at you.<br />To have little snow flakes fall upon your lashes after a hard day in labs.<br />Cozy warm boots that keep your feet dry.<br />A card with writings all over it, on both pages from your other half.<br />Thronton's little toffee cupcakes.Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-56792531441925187982010-11-14T18:39:00.008+00:002010-11-14T23:53:04.127+00:00never gets old<div style="text-align: left;">I turn 21 yesterday :) the quintessential age that defines the beginning of adulthood. To be honest, i still cannot believe I was 20 years old all year last year (haha) let alone being 21 years old now! :O My birthday celebration this year was small and sweet nontheless.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>It started on midnight of the 14th, when i got a text which says:</div><div>
<br /><div><div style="text-align: center;">'As the clock strikes midnight,</div><div style="text-align: center;">a girl's life changes, it just might,</div><div style="text-align: center;">a trail to follow to spice it all up,</div><div style="text-align: center;">will she succeed or get lost in the dark?'</div><div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">your adventure awaits just outside your door!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">(or something like that!, i dah terdelete! :( )</span></div><div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">i was getting ready to sleep, lights out, snug and comfy in my jammies, feeling a little bogged down by all the stresses of studying for my upcoming exam lusa, which i have not done much in term of preparation! </div><div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Anyhoo, thats another story. The text made me feel like im in some sort of a fairy tale story, macam dalam cerita alice in wonderland :). i was so excited! i tiptoed outside. the house was</div><div style="text-align: left;"> already dark and dead quiet, everybodys asleep or getting ready to sleep. I then found the first clue that says 'let's play a game'. (haha and now i felt like i was in Saw movie!) it then lead me to a series of post it notes hidden in a few places places, that had me running up and down the stairs rummaging thru the milk bottles in the fridge and detergent boxes in the laundry room looking for clues.</div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXmujxpegrmZn0Gi1SuvrKTXDI2JUHkGfo6bMmMkk6dstnSy7uu_R9oZzqjCukvw-Cy82FAtqfC-cezWiKV6sZlWVLX4NzO_6jMA1sbrs4JhLeUv7FkXXJuF06-Qb0VnCe9XclAA/s400/21.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 288px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5539478462126739042" /><div style="text-align: left;">comel takkkkkkkk?? :D :D I oohed and aahed with every clue that finally led me to find a birthday card with well wishes from my dearest housemates :D :D sweettt kaaannnn? :D :D</div><div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">on the actual day of my birthday, i had a nice long sleep in, woke up feeling to the sun shining on my face, called home and open the present from the other half. its so sweet how he remembers all the little passing remarks i made of how awesome would it be to have this or that no matter how months has passed between then and now, and got the the right present at the right time that put a smile on my face all day :)<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> (PDA alert, Milo)</span> He always, always, makes my day no matter how far away he is. :) :) love sgt!</div><div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div><div><div style="text-align: left;">Later that day, we went out to the city center, ate at a sushi bar, shop a little and went back home. It was a perfect day and i really appreciate how the housemates melayan i pergi sana sini despite the fact that exam is just around the corner. Gosh, i am blessed with such wonderful people around me. I miss Zul and my family in Malaysia, but am very grateful for this wonderful people around me now. Thank you korang, thank you Allah :)</div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcdHTAh872L6XVklNCugo9g9P0Gprjt9quBZGkx8HDCZDj3zb6VBCJnaAxr2AioZxw0B2TJYJJ6FO7UJ5VMMJTESDS-f_j8o3g37WyJp1qTjqYnBa9rWM1l-b6P0fY3IgrqzxDvg/s400/bdayyo.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5539532525128141602" /><div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Now, if you would excuse me, im gonna go and dafter mengundi :D </div></div></div></div><div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">xxxxxx</div><div style="text-align: left;">OMG and i just have to put this video <a href="http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=445246236593">here</a>. its the sweetest thing! i started going awwwww when i see all the dear familiar faces in the video. i miss them all!</div><div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">ps- hello girls, the indon tudung IS fashionable ok? :P</div><div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><3Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-83748564632755006562010-11-04T18:41:00.003+00:002010-11-04T18:43:27.047+00:00It's NOVEMBER!and i have sooooo many things uncrossed in my things-to-do-before-21 list. :(Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-41544390872887691082010-10-31T13:41:00.003+00:002010-10-31T14:12:01.939+00:00Autumn bloom<div style="text-align: center;">The first semester of my third year as a medical students are a complete change from what ive been going through in the past 2 years of medical school. Its been sending me into a whirlwind of psychological and physical states (which i must point out is not always horrible) and put me through very stressful situations of dealing with things out of my control.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>This semester, I got myself involved in medial research. Not main-main punya involved, like 100% involved, my very own project, my own research, ideas and towards the end nnt, writing up my own thesis in which i would have to present to the course coordinator and insyaallah get my first degree (in biomedical sciences) before proceeding to medical degree! *fingers crossed*</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>the first few weeks was very challenging, imagine 2 weeks of 9-7pm work in a lab, most days without lunch, 7 days a week only to find out at the end of the cycle that all your cells you've been feeding and monitoring for the past week died on the very last day, the day where you wanna do the end point analysis. Thus, deeming all your hard work useless as you could generate no data. Nada. Sebab all the little cells, all 70+ sets of cells dah mati :S </div><div><br /></div><div>But oh well, you live and learn. alhamdulillah things are much better now, in fact ive come to the last weeks of my lab works and generated sound, reliable datas to be used in my write up. the working hours is shorter as my techniques in culturing the cells and doing the end point assays improved. Now, i feel like i can breathe again. :)</div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjHqHmgAytmybr2dq0eM_Kw-8RqugvwvMKtlBM_jZovdvc1nwNoKtUbWrNty2dSr8YprKXdZXzRJpfAUQZZy67aGUwv7E_uqXAURZPHRy6zfuHBkJX2BlqSQyElo_PksisiYwWIWg/s400/P1090125.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5534212165875077650" /><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">(the housing area, Dunkirk 'Jaya' from my window)</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div><div>So yeah, hello all :) i know its been ages since i last updated but i just wanna let you know im alive and doing well. Will update more with pictures of my new pad :D</div>Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-10056391168567144132010-09-24T18:32:00.004+00:002010-09-25T00:03:44.427+00:00VagueThey say writing can be therapeutic. I think i can use a bit of therapy right this moment. <div><br /></div><div>I have been meaning to write over the summer. I even put the last post as summer story - 1. Implying that there was going to be story 2 3 and so on. And i really thought there was gonna be. Apologies for that.</div><div><br /></div><div>Ive had such a good time over the summer. I got to meet some friends; old and new. Reconnected with family members i usually rarely spoke to and spending quality time with especially my mom; getting down to talk more about real world stuff, stuff about growing up, my future the uncertainties of it all and figuring out what i really want in life and what are the priorities. I enjoy these talks with Mama. It is even better when i get to share it with the other half - and have him helping me paint the picture of the future. It was nice and comforting. </div><div><br /></div><div>I didnt really go out do the hu-ha happy kinda stuff so much this time around. Instead i found myself learning a lot of little things taught by many people from unassuming strangers (projek kalsom esp. but more on that later) to my very own flesh and blood that is family members. Things that touch your heart, things that is far more important than what is taught in the textbooks. </div><div><br /></div><div>So when I came back to the UK last week, Id like to think of myself as a different, more motivated (wo)man. A grown up and more matured self, ready to take on the world with positiveness, always remembering to count my blessings and remain unperturbed, full with gusto for life, even when faced with the worst case scenarios.</div><div><br /></div><div>A few days has passed now. And Im getting more and more caught up with the stresses of daily life and bogged down with worries i know i shouldnt have. It has been a really really rough week for me (dont get me started) and i need to constantly remind myself that this too, shall pass. I dont want the joys, lessons and self discoveries i made in the last 3 months got blown away and forgotten in this trivial mess that I know, shall pass.</div><div><br /></div><div>Insyaallah.</div><div><br /></div><div>More updates and picture of my new house when i feel less moody. till then </div>Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-31392873391399428252010-07-13T05:38:00.004+00:002010-07-14T06:28:10.826+00:00The Summer Story - 1<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjxeu9bFsphyphenhyphenbOXhUTPMkDtxx3wYNwxIC57qBPRauSKKs9omf7UVYkhhmWxzgSf1mbpd71n6VKWYEuXnAZ2ZaHBI-gd5MPAdwUdHiX3axN8ruXBCJkY49D20vNg5l8yM0fjGmd-fA/s1600/IMG_1154.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjxeu9bFsphyphenhyphenbOXhUTPMkDtxx3wYNwxIC57qBPRauSKKs9omf7UVYkhhmWxzgSf1mbpd71n6VKWYEuXnAZ2ZaHBI-gd5MPAdwUdHiX3axN8ruXBCJkY49D20vNg5l8yM0fjGmd-fA/s400/IMG_1154.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5493644824821573106" /></a><p class="MsoNormal">25/6/2010 – Cafe Nero, London Heathrow Airport; <span style="mso-spacerun:yes"> </span>a steamy cup of hot choc, a roasted tomato Panini and an oversized double chocolate cookies. We talked and laughed until it was time for me to board. He sent me off until the security gate, my heart heavy, my mouth dry. At the risk of tearing up, i said my goodbye, hastily, and walked to the security gate. I got pass the security personnel, a Pakistani lady with a kind smile and she said ‘Apa khabar?’ as she cheked my passport and ticket. I smiled and nodded, joined the queue. I methodically took my laptop out, my phone, keys, coins and put them onto the conveyor belt. ‘Belt, keys, necklaces or earrings, madam?’ A big man motioned to the container in front of me. <span style="mso-spacerun:yes"> </span>I touched the red heart shaped Swarovski crystal on my chest, ‘No’ and I remembered to look back. But I couldn’t see him, there were too many people, the queues were obstructing my view. <i style="mso-bidi-font-style:normal">Damn</i>.</p><p class="MsoNormal"> 26/6/2010 – In a couple of hours, i’ll be in Malaysia! So far I’ve watched Dear John (which was so-so), Up (so good i even teared up a little! Haha!) The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (how does Brad Pitt manage to look so hot and so old at the same time?) and Edward Scissorshand- <span style="mso-spacerun:yes"> </span>it amazes me how i used to think this story is so cool 10 years ago but now that i watched it again its only plain, almost stale even.</p> <p class="MsoNormal">I surreptitiously chose all JB songs and put it on my InFlight entertainment playlist, praying to Dear God nobody sees this. Suddenly, Elizabeth, a girl I just knew 10 hours ago, tapped on my shoulder, ‘I nak pergi toilet, sorry’ I stood up and made way for her. :O <i style="mso-bidi-font-style:normal">Harap2 die tak nampak</i>!</p><p class="MsoNormal">****</p><p class="MsoNormal">A pakcik helped me with my 30-kilo luggage. I pulled my trolley, craning my neck looking for some familiar faces. I felt like I was in a movie. The scene where long lost family members were about to be reunited for the first time after years. Heheh. Then I saw them. Waving and smiling. Familiar, much loved faces. ‘<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">Mama!! </i>’ We hugged and made our way to the car, chattering away. <i style="mso-bidi-font-style:normal">Ahh, home is indeed where the heart is</i> <span style="font-family:Wingdings;mso-ascii-font-family:Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin;mso-hansi-font-family:Calibri;mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latin; mso-char-type:symbol;mso-symbol-font-family:Wingdings;"><span style="mso-char-type: symbol;mso-symbol-font-family:Wingdings;">J</span></span></p>Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27252742.post-42313701051709932262010-05-24T10:35:00.004+00:002010-05-24T10:40:01.610+00:00Halfway There<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjwcLP6IHPDnyusNnTpRQ-PuMS8TgTt5umpuU5otOD-rvr8MuvXqcFquMBa9oimmPk25HXnWoa8GAOip_X66o3ujtMfwU3rBQaEoYiIVrVLyxa5AYvFXIJlQX_IOS-0hVOuPk-RTA/s1600/CSC_0165.jpg"><span><span></span></span><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjwcLP6IHPDnyusNnTpRQ-PuMS8TgTt5umpuU5otOD-rvr8MuvXqcFquMBa9oimmPk25HXnWoa8GAOip_X66o3ujtMfwU3rBQaEoYiIVrVLyxa5AYvFXIJlQX_IOS-0hVOuPk-RTA/s400/CSC_0165.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5474783683117511938" /></a><br />I'm done with 40 credit hours worth of exam, another 40 to go. The sun is waiting right outside my door. Lets keep going guys. Slow and steady wins the race :)<div><br /></div><div>Insyaallah</div>Laila Pauzyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09095263520391261989noreply@blogger.com1