Saturday, March 29, 2008

holiday is over

its time to hit the books again. and hit 'em hard *lyla hammers the books* (sounds so wrong.. : ppl tht gave me 8 for ielts must have the biggest regret if they happen to find this blog i think)

the 3 weeks holidays has been ok. i went to F1 circuit (which was very fun minus the noise) had family reunions (like always) met aliff! after so longand i get to have webbie dates with zul nalong almost everyday :) *smiles*

i only did like 30% of my revision plan kot and suddenly i have this very nasty fever with super runny nose if its in 4x100 i bet my nose wins.


exsuce me but itsalready 230 30th of march (yesss the day i shall return to lembahberingin) and im chatting withmilo, we both are having the loathing of kuda jatuh syndrome and the panic of super under preparedness (ielts ppl, sorry!) for the coming trials. so needless to say, we are not happy ppl to go back to coll. so thts why the crappiness of the post.

have i told you edinburgh rejectedme? : sad but well, like ivesaid b4 i mmg nak pg notts, insyaallah. n soton my insurance. i know fiqry is following me wherever i go so no worries, nnt i ada kawan to help me hopefully :)

i guess i better sleep now. tomorrow, may God grant me health and new burning semangat to start myrevision seriously and get my mind tuned in to my plans.

its time to get serious, like isaid, holidays over. period.

Friday, March 21, 2008

ive been tagged

tnx to firdaus amaran im blogging again after so long.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
my girlfren Milo of course. she thinks in the same wavelength as i do. it makes being stranded bearable i think. then fiqry for the same reasons as firdaus, i know he'll work something out for us but only if he promise he wont bring along chemistry booklets and bio textbook and study just in case we made it to the mainland before alevels, if he does, milo n i will go crazy. then aini! i have a lot to talk about with her. its been so long n i know she has a good collection of novels so aini milo n i can read, drink coconut, and sun bask while fiqry figures out what to do next :D nice!

2. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
ive always wanted to go to all universal studios and disneylands since i was a kid. :)

3. If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
my one wish would be to have all my wishes come true :P

4. Do you believe you can survive without money?
ha-ha.not a chance. nobody could.

5. What are you afraid to lose the most?
sanity. really, think about tht..

6. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
donate half to charity, well maybe a quarter la. take a gap year and spend the rest of my money travelling then comes back as a wiser n more experienced person then onlytake that plunge into medical world.

7. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
only if i see us together for years to come, yes. if not i'll pass. find someone else.

8. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
hardworking and therefore super pandai! he set his goals high and have the drive to work for it. hes well read n know so many things. he actually is a very nice guy he lend me the superb book atonement! :) he has a contagious laugh!!

9. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
understanding, commited and intelligent

10. Which type of person do you hate the most?
those who have everything they want without having to work for it

11. What is your ambition?
to be the best person i am capable of becoming.

12. What makes you think he/she is bad?
im actually not very judgemental. so firdaus, i cant be ur other half *bats eyelids* sorry dear :P

13. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

14. Are you a shopaholic or not?
not really. but i can be a little frivolous sometimes

15. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
my laziness

16. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
depends on the problem. most of the time my mum

17. What's your weakest point?
i dont have long attention span

18. What's the thing that you're most proud of?
my life so far.

19. if you could change anything in the world, anything at all what would it be?
uhm, KL and london is sebelah2! :) hehee
and on a more serious note, for peace and unity.
and for a powerful undefeated antibiotic

20. Who do you want to tag?
pretty much all my blog frens have been tagged i guess. but i'dlike to read aini's and eija's list :) i tag u both!

Thursday, March 06, 2008

politics? no, not for me

why la the lousy feeling nih... :

i have yet another medic interview, RCSI this 13th. haish... after all thAt ive been thru in this long n winding journey of medic application (chewah), i shall disclose to you all tht my heart is already taken by notts. but i know i should go on with the interview. i mean ayah paid 50 euro for it. i must go and take it seriously anyways. i cudnt take it for granted, can i? what if they want ABB? tht'll be quite a deal wouldnt it?

then theres ISAT test. on the 24th. college paid AUD 250 for this one and i cant just waste it down the drain. what if, god forbids, i dont get to any of the UK or ireland Unis? what if suddenly UCAS tell me theres been a mistake, they didnt mean to give me offers pon. ill be dead meat then.

my heart isnt really into all these dah. i have to devote my energy for A levels now. but i have no choice i cant just go to the interview/exam hall and make afool of myself now, can i? so i pray to god, just let whats best for me happens. i'll just do what i can and the rest is for Him to decide.

moving on, election is around the corner. tomorrow holiday starts and ayah will pick me up and shoot straight down east to Trg. we're going to visit nenek and mama n ayah are voting :) I chatted with Pidah (biotechnologist, also sponsored by YT) at the Rc just now and he told me he had a dream (a nightmare act) last night that Trg was taken over by *** and the new exco wont let us go to UK or Ireland or Aust for tht matter. they want us to go to, yes you guessed right, Egypt!

no complaints there but so what if tht really happens? another couple of years of foundation then? more admission tests? interviews again?

i dont know much bout politics but this much i know. i dont want pidahs nightmare to become true. so moral of the day, if u live in Trg, pls, vote for the other party.

(if ISA find this will i get caught!!? *shudders*)

ok2, i take tht back!

votelah for the makcik parti bebas cap konci tu then? :) u go makcikk!!!! hehehe

then hopefully m'sias politic is gonna get a little more intersting rather than this mundane, routine, predictable, childish, fight once in 4 years (or is it 5? heheh) when election is around the corner....

peace out

Sunday, March 02, 2008

and when it rains...

nothing much. just a filler. this is 'when it rains' by Paramore. i think this is the lyrics la. or this is what i hear :)

And when it rains on this side of town
It touches everything
Just say it again and mean it
We don't miss a thing

You made yourself a bed at the bottom of the blackest hole
and convinced yourself that it's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore
and no how could you do it
I never saw it coming

I need an ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain

And when it rains
You always find an escape
Just running away
From all of the ones who love you
From everything

Take these chances to turn it around
Take these chances we'll make it somehow
And take these chances and turn it around
Just turn it around.

I need an ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain
You can take your time, take my time.