that time of the month, maybe

warning : this post might be a tad too emotional

Zul left gor the UK and i didnt get to send him off. i cried my heart out the whole night thinking how i wont be able to meet him for approx. the next 1 whole year, or worse if i dont get to go to the UK, chances are tht figure up there will be bigger. im just so used to having him around and now when hes not around, i feel like a part of me is incomplete (it sound cliched i know but thts excatly how im feeling. i just hope i will get thru this sad phase as soon as possible, as the worst is yet to come;

admist my very unstable state of emotion currently, i'll be sitting for my ukcat test this saturday and im frigging unprepared. i tried to have a go at the practice q's during breaktime today and i cant seem to comprehend a single thing. i need to ace this, i need to, i must..

next week then, there will be trial papers (business studies 1 n 2) and again, as always, i have to work atthe 11th hour againg, burning the midnight oil, working my ass off, everything cause i havent yet finished reading a single chapter.

god.. i feel dull...

:(

on a lighter note, yours sincerely would like to wish all muslims a very blessed ramadhan and may this time around, each of us get to learn something meaningful.

to anyone reading this that happen to be living in London, do me a favour and go to UCL, find Zul and send him my xo's...

i need to sleep..
and folks, you have been warned....

gnyte...