okay lyla.. focus now....

have u ever feel liking n hating a feeling all at the same time..? or enjoying and feeling guilty for enjoying all at the same time..? n playing a game that you know you could win.. but you're not sure the other party would lose..? or.. do you really want the other party to lose, anyway..? feel like i should quit but i know i wont quit..

hm..

sampai bile yer..?

lovin' it,
(read: well, sorta.. not totally)

lyla...


ps- ignore this post.. its 12.30 am, im feverish, having sore throat, batuk, selseme, baru makan ubat, high, mamai, ngigau maybe,...

in simpler words..

buzz off~ im just crapping....