a couple of days of a doctors life..

5 days left to the registration day =) feeling all excited + nervous + seday at the same time.. xcited n nervous cuz, well, 1st-day-at-skool-feel all over again, u noe.. n seday sbb im gonna leave all thise idle life behind.. (good thing actually.. this fella up here called my brain havent been put to use very much lately.. afraid its all rusty now)

OMG.. have i tell u guys?? yaz ede and milo willl be in kyuem too! now, how good is that? it all adds up to 8 maresmawians nnt kat lngkawi!! hope we all will do well.. milo- lets rawk babeh! (hee act u have to help me a lot girl..)

so, smlam i just got back from trg, again..this time aroud, we had an exposure proggrame at Hospital KT.. man, it was awesome.. i had the chance to pegi dewan bedah ortopedik, dewan bedah umum, emergency department, and labour room.. and yup, i got 1st hand xperience to watch all the operations and all thr saat2 mencemaskan right before my eyes, btol2 sbelah patient tu i diri.. ive seen how a baby is born, how a piece of metal is inserted in somebody's leg, how its being taken out, how an old man is being revivified, how in incision is made on somebodys perot, a dead body of a murder case, and so much more.. its something so real that all this while i only had the chance to watch dalam TV and dgr org cite..

alhamdulillah after the prog, i bertambah minat gakla to explore this bidang.. but frankly, at the end of the 2-days xperience, i did questioned myself wether im ready for all this or not? to be a doctor, i have to work hard, work long hours ( bayangkan i didnt sit dari kol 10 pagi sampai 6 petang xcept time lunch.. tu baru observer lom jd doc lagi), if u think a doc is rich, than you are wrong.. and well, the answer is NO.. im not ready.. and i dont have to be, yet..

the keyword here is passion.. kalau u btul2 minat, no problem, come what may, u'll be a good doc, a succesful doc.. buat keje ikhlas2.. thats what a doc there pesan.. and with passion, in given time u'll gain the ready-ness for all this.. in that 5 yers of doing MD.. insyaallah i'll be good.. i'll be fine.. i'll do well..

and do i have passion for this? definitely.. i still do, after seeing all this.. for now, im certain, im sticking to medcine.. and for the rest, time will tell..

*sigh...*

i'll keep updating..
maybe couple more posts before i gi kyuem.. keep checking me up k..
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