I forgot about you. Im sorry. I met a new social media site. And i have fun there. Its like micro blogging say thing on your mind without a care and and i can follow celebs who look like this hunk.
On a side note zul got really sad when i told him i had a dream where nathan and i went out for dinner :D he banned me from watching olympic swimming. Olympic swimming dah habis pon! :P Heheh.
Anyhoo im just dropping by to say hello. I dont know if im gonna keep you for long now. But please just know if i decide to stop writing in you, i will always remember you, i literally grew up with you since i was 15! Sure i cringe when i read older entries but that besides the point. You were always there for me. When i was going thru the rebellious emo teenager, highschool puppy loves up until meeting Zul :)) and early uni days.

You have been ace <3 and should i stop writing in you in move on to a new site just know i enjoyed penning my thoughts and rant to you all these years

Xxx

Hujan emas / batu

to stay and work here or to go home?

i know it seems far away but its been bugging me this few days. job application day is looming.

why stay here?

well because hearsay says the career wise, support is better, the working hours is better, the pay is better. the experience, the certification.

why go home?

why?

seriously do i need to answer that?

because my everything is back home. and whos to say medical career and opportunities in Malaysia isnt as good as it is here hey?

We shall see. God give me guidance.

You know he is a keeper when

# 1 - He stays up until 2am to proofread your essays, knowing you always do last minute assignments and keep your spirits up as you finish writing, when youre not feeling too well. <3

Red Swarovski

I'm not much of a jewellery person. I don't own many and the ones that I do, with the exception of my most prized sapphire and diamond earing that mama gave me on my 20th, which I just can not not wear ;) is tucked safely in a box.

I opened them about once or twice a month when I'm feeling especially elegant to be worn on a special night out or on dates. It always surprises me how a simple piece of jewellery can evoke so strong a feeling of attachment, nostalgia and overwhelming Love when you see it again no matter how long it's been tucked away; like an everlasting momento :)

I carry your heart, I carry it in my heart <3

Hokay what happened here?

Last post exactly four months ago! 120 days ago. LOL longest writers block ever in my dictionary.

pftt yeah, writers block.

will write more this year, promise.

xx