Wednesday, February 20, 2008

worth the wait

its so scary from 14th feb up until today, four of my close friends called me up (or stormed into my chalet teary eyed) for my shoulders to cry on all for the same reason; having a breakup. its hard to see ur toughest girl friend or machoest guy friend bawling for his or her loved ones after all those years they were happily together. to baim especially, hold ur head up high mate, shes the one at loss and to nad, hes not worth even a milisecond of ur time. i know its easy for me to say but believe me, ive been in ur shoes and it hurts big time. but time heals and yes, yes, yes, you will find someone else sooner or later and someday u'll laugh thinking how cud u fall for the person who dont even know how to appreciate you. u'll find someone much,much, better and someone you could trust to give away ur heart to again. lifes a journey, you learn it when ure through.

anyway, college life is a deja vu now. its tht time of the year where the older batch stepped down and give way for the juniors to fill in their shoes. SC election, MUSCOM, clubs comm and what not. kinda fun to see all the politics goingaround and propagandas posted on FSter Veritas in DH n cafe, RC. tapi at the same time its kinda sad because this marks tht our time here is almost up. though im not very fond of everything here, there are still some things tht are very close to heart. Again, lifes a journey, we have keep moving foward, dont we?

on a more serious note, i know its time to go fuul blast on my studies. Alevel is only inches away and im kilometers behind in term of preparation. oh btw, i finally got offers from notts and soton. both want AAB. yeay so happy :)

im going to teluk batik this weekend. :)) then monday balik ada chem test :((
better start writing apology letter to ms shree awal2 eh?

heheh. ttyl peeps.

later peeps

3 comments:

Fiqry said...

awww.... i noe u're gonna miss me nnti biler dh abes kolej... hak3 *grins*

Anonymous said...

tell me about it..Ive never seen so many breakups than this year..funny..especially during that awful valentine's week..haha..but lyla, the older you are when you have that break up, the harder it is cz the cut goes so much deeper.

Laila Pauzy said...

kinda true because the older you are, the more serious you kinda get emotionally involve kan..