when u have to shut one of the windows...

ok, so..the good news is; i have a wide open window (windows actually) of opportunity opened for me.. both leads to my dream since i was a little grl.. and the bad news is; i only can choose one of the two windows and i have to shut the other one close..close and never to be reopen if i change my mind. once ive choose the window, its no turning back babeh..

okay, so, after the seems-like-forever-wait i anticipate all this while, mara results are finally released..

alhamdulillah, i got it. an offer to do medic. persediaan kat taylors college for a yer and a half.. hm, name progra, die SAM (South Australian Matriculation) mule2 tu frust la jugak skit2 sbb i tot SAM so i can only go to aust or nz 4 my undergraduate study nnt.. tp after doing some researh this prog is actually more less like IB cume die lagi susah (sbb 1.5 yers je), thts y bnd ni mcm xfemes sgt (compared to a lvl, ib , aust mat)

and, like ib, i bole pegi mane2 U around the world if i do well in this SAMmy thing..

and that frustrate me even more...

so now they are equal..

yt = mara..
both offer medic,
n both i have chance to go to UK (ive always wanted and still do want to study thre)

n now i gotta choose one..help me lord. let me make the right decision.. plz...

hm, whichever one i tolak, i at least noe i did tht for gud.. when i close my window, another person will have a window opened for them..

matbe i should go with yayasan trg.. its karma..
iget a place declined by someone, and maybe i should decline mara pulak.. to give way to the next person on the waiting list...

whats best 4 me? id have to figger tht out myself..

window, window, who wants me more...? ehe.. ;) doa i made the ryte decision k!
byby!

terengganu rawks! *wink*

*smiles* =)

hee.. i got a call from yayasan terengganu this morning.. guess what? i got the scholarship! alhamdulillah.. okay so, let me first tell you a bit bout this scholarship as i assume other states in Msia xde fund to held their rakyat like trg.. (acewah)

well, yayasan terengganu give out scholarship awards to 10 lucky students that did welll in their SPM and perform well in their series of tests and interviews.. the students or whichever one of the parents (mom or dad) have to be a anak jati of trg (as in lahir kat Trg)

so, in my case, its my dad.. he was born in Trg.. we even lived in Trg for the first 14 yers of my life then ayah had to move to KL.. so, that is pretty much how i got qualified for the scholarship.. hm now, talk about the interview process..

frankly, it never crossed my mind tht i, by any chance could get the scholarship.. there was IQ test, writing test, arithmetic test, and verbal test. after that, there was a mean interview with 7 panels all ready to swallow you in one blink of an eye. i remember one of the panel asked me to speak in Malay, preferably in Trg slang (those with extra G's u noe). they also asked me bout Trg's Menteri Besar and those trivial Q's bout Trg.. and i just screwed it all up..heh..oh have i told you what the essay Q (in the writting test) was?

"Write an essay about brief history of Trg"

*doink*

so, you got the picture didnt you? its eff-ing hard and.. i dono.. what are they? wacky?? heh

actually i was not listed in the 1st ten candidate (no surprise there).. then, apperently, one person tolak the offer and i happen to be ranked 11th.. so i gez, thts my rezeki..

so, back to the call.. the lad on the other line told me i am selected for the scholarshp award, buat medic and yada-yada-yada... i'll be doing my a-level in KYUEM , (yep, the one nazirul's in).. for two years, and i f i meet up to their standards (which i am pretty sure is freaking high), then i'll get to go to any university of my choice.. and i remember i clearly said during my interview that i wanted to go to the UK... so the lad said, there u have it, medic ,in UK.. u want it..?

heh.. im still speechless~ mcm xcaye je.. btol ke eh? ntah laa..

p/s : kak dina.. maybe u r ryte after all.. im not going to UM la kot.. c ya in kyuem =)

moral of the story: kawen la ngn org trg bnyk advantage anak korg dpt nnt.. =)

life full of l.o.v.e...

hey all! sory for not updating for the past couple of days.. i've been a little busy.. neway, right now, im so bored and ive got nohing to do, so, here i am, spilling my thoughts with you guys or rather, to myself to fill the spaces.. so, first of all, let me do a recap of what ive been doing the past couple of days..

Sarurday20/5/06
the whole family went to KMB to visit my brother. hes fine.. i talked to him a little bout school and my mara application. along is very supportive n said he hope i will get the scholarship but i noe he wont like it if i happen to masok to KMB jugak.. heh.. kantoi la segala xtiviti die nnt ;P anyway, he also told me tht hes very anxious for his upcoming exam.. heard its pretty hard for him these days.. banyak gile keje.. just wish him al the best..

then we went to alamanda putrajaya. i havnt been to the souk for quite sometime and i was kinda amused to see all the nice buildings and structures aroun. at some point i wondered wether the govt. really need all these fancy buildings. isnt it we already have those admin. buildings in jalan duta previously? well. anyway who am i to tell. maybe they have their own goals and agenda that little lyla couldnt understand :) ..

we had lunch and went wandering about at the bookstores, kiosks, and such.. overall, i like alamanda better than klcc mid n all the malls we have in the city center you know. to me it is much decent. xde kaki2 lepak xtentu hale. (eceh, like i wasnt one of 'em) alamanda is more of a family place than a loiter centre.. so, its kinda nice jugak laa..

Sunday21/5/06
we went to seremban, visiting myauntie.. shes 6 month pregnant! so0 sweet~ glad to know its er.. i mean the baby.. is a boi! another hawt boi is about to be born, world~ hehe.. we had lunch talked about what seems like every thing exsist in the whole world.. and went out during the evening for ais kacang.. heee so delicious~


so, you see.. the past 6months of my life pretty much revolves around me and my family.. it is sometimes fun, sometimes it just feels like one heck of a rotten day.. biasela.. mane2 pon, that's life rite? i realise that these past few months, other than the first 5 years of my life, is the longest holiday of my life that i ever had untill i retired from my future job, maybe. its been wonderful and i sure will miss it wen im off to UM..

and that is like...
onle a week away..
*fingers cross*
wish me luck *winks*